Literally THE smallest thing makes me want to kill myself. How can you even go about explaining that to people? Like hi, yeah, the thing is I’m actually wishing I was dead right now because of something I read online/losing something/remembering something. People just don’t get it, and it sounds so dramatic that it’s actually embarrassing to admit. Especially when I know I will be fine again in potentially as soon as ten minutes after a full on suicidal meltdown.